About myself and my ideal match:
I have no experience, no scars, no baggage of hurts and disappointments. And you know what? I've stopped being embarrassed about it. Because my inexperience isn't a void, but a space. A space that can only be filled by us. You and me. No comparisons, no ghosts of the past, no phrases like, "But we did things differently with my ex."
I've heard a lot about relationships. I've read, watched, imagined. But now I don't want to imagine, I want to feel. I want to know what it's like to hold someone's hand and not want to let go. What it's like to wait for a meeting and count the minutes. What it's like to fight and make up because you can't be without the other person anymore.
I'm looking for someone who won't be afraid of my purity. Someone who understands that my "firsts" aren't a responsibility, but a gift. Someone who is ready to be the first and, if I'm lucky, the only one. Someone who won't play games or test my boundaries, but will simply be there honestly, warmly, truly.
I don't know how to lie in relationships because I've never lied in them. I don't know how to manipulate because I never learned how. I don't know how to hold on because I've never been afraid of losing someone. But I do know one thing: being completely sincere. And I'm ready to give that sincerity to someone who deserves it.
So what? If you're looking not for "one more," but for the very first the one for whom everything will be new, but therefore a hundred times more valuable write to me. Let's write our story from the very first line.